tired...

i checked up my bank balance yesterday... it was terrible. somehow i had blown over $400 in the last 3 weeks. i guess sometime during the spending splurge since the beginning of the holidays i forgot that my allowances don't cover excessive shopping sprees. hmmm perhaps its time i stopped this ridiculous outburt of money wasting?

perhaps another way to stop this outflow of cash i should learn some restraint and to be less impulsive.

And people say shopping is sposed to relieve stress... somehow i feel more and more worn out, and generally on a downer. maybe ill spend the next few days wasting at home.

ahhh isnt life ever so confusing, i never quite know when im satisfied