once upin a time in a galaxy far far away, there lived a boy in hibernation. until at 10.30 he was rudely awakened by the sound of chainsaws going across the street (no this isn't texas). This was MY HOUSE 2 days ago! i can tell you, i was shitted, i mean, what kind of insane fool gets up in the morning and says to himself "damn its a mighty fine day today, i think ill just wake up my neighbours by fucking up the trees in my yard" this racket went on for a hour or so before it stopped, at which time i was already so awake that i couldn't fall back to sleep. you know that feeling, comfortable in bed but thinking that theres is something that you should do with your day, rather than pretending to be lying in a marshmallow flavoured couch? (ok i was chewing on my doona cos i was hungry).

aside from that however, the last few days have dissolved into a blur of memories. doesn't seem to make a lot of sense in my mind (but then what does? you have probably gathered that by reading these posts). and i wonder, has the "holiday effect" already start to set in at only one week? in case you don't know what that is, its just my name for when you go on holidays with nothing to do and your brain turns into a sort of strange slurry with ZERO function. i really should aim to do more things with my spare time, at the moment it basically involves watching DVDs that i havn't bothered to open yet. yes its getting sad ive seen some really B-grade movies lately. which brings me back to my holiday plan... so much for that. i have achieved NOTHING from that list (just goes to show how much willpower i have). but i have managed to stay out of the house, until today that is.

so with the olds constantly hassling my arse to get a job (i have tried, just not very hard) life isnt getting any easier in the holidays as i thought it would. i wonder, is there some way i can enjoy my holidays with minimum exertion? and without the guilt of not doing anything productive... ahhh it is a riddle. but... alas, im getting sleepy again, maybe i should have a nap before dinner....